farEweLL..

Hey sis !! how was liFe ?? know what, i really nver had the chance to say how i appreciate you, but anyway, i know its too late for me to open up these hidden emotions i wanna share eversince.. we`re all grown up now, no time for such things.. i always hesitate to say this.. i try not to, but it hurts..

`Coz i know all those memories and yesterday`s feelings will be lost and gone in time.. i dont think i`d ever told you, But i know we always did our best in the hard times that only made us stronger.. the laughters thatinspires me to go on.. the conversations that are.. well.. only "forjuan" can ever understand.. "can you follow ?" maybe.. "youre not listening !" ahahaha..

i`ll always miss the season in the comfort of your smiles.. though its hard, i must accept the fact that we cant live with the past and we must go on !

As i look at this picture, i remember how we all split apart.. those faces i would never ever forget on my entire life.. ^__^

know what ?? ive learned to be concious about how do i look.. eventhough i miss playing any games with you again.. but right now,.. i am expecting it will never be the same way like before.. i know what and where we are right now.. i am starting to understand the fact that everyone and everything changes.. as well as the essence of the saying..

"past is past.."

ive never been the same without you.. ive LOVED you more than you have ever known.. so maybe now, you finally know.. ill just be here, maybe someday you`ll miss me.. `ll keep you in my heart..i will always live with the memories and lessons i had with you.. ill always appreciate and miss you.. S-W-E-A-R !

i just have here a few words of advice.. hope youll put its essence in your heart as a simple remembrance !.. and so i guess, ill end this up with that..

"The hardest part is not finding what we need,

Its being content with what we have !"

hugs and kisses,

-=jhEmiLy=-